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I have an obsession with listening to depressing music right now. I don't know. It helps me, deal with it. Right now I'm listening to "The way she feels" by "Between the Trees" but it has a happy ending. :/

whatever. My mom is going to sign me up for a manga drawing class, I'm super excited. I also found out that we might not be homeschooling next year. "Sure mom, go throw me in the middle of junior high, when everyone's already made their cliques." Whatever, she said I'd make instant friends in Orchestra. #notacomfort I don't want to be in Orchestra. :/ I don't want to do anything with my life. I just wanna be a hobo and read and be on on the computer all day. I have to go get ready for the day to babysit though. :/ I might update later though. 

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I can imagine in 20 years or so, One Direction will be slowly fading. There will be more popular artists on the radio, One Direction will barely be known to any of the younger minds. I imagine me going onto the internet and pulling up all the old pages I used to go on, reliving all those amazing moments I had with celebrities and everything. I can imagine myself pulling up my youtube and looking through all the playlists I had. I can imagine myself going into my One Direction playlists and reliving all those amazing moments we shared together. I can imagine myself pulling up the last video on the playlists and pressing play. I can imagine the boys all sitting on a staircase, looking older and worn down. I can imagine them all looking into the camera and talking to their fans about their career and success and how much we mean to them. And then at the end they all say, "I'm Louis" "I'm Niall." "I'm Zayn." "I'm Harry." "And I'm Liam." "And we're One Direction. And this is where our story ends."

-This was stolen like a ninja, from Quotev #donthurtmeplz-

.....No. That's just too sad. I just don't even have the words to describe what I will feel when this happens. I nearly burst into tears reading it. Their story will never end. I will always love One Direction no matter what, and there's nothing you can say to make me stop loving them. Just.. No. I will make my children listen ton 1D. I will make my grandchildren listen to 1D. And that way, 1D will live on forever. And ever. 

(Wow. stupid corny post.)

Who I got shipped with!

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Here is my profile... if you wanted to see. :) http://www.quotev.com/storyofyourlife

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Haha do you like my title post? I got it from youtube, from SirReith5, who is the uploader for my favorite Yaoi anime, Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi. Even though I'm only on episode 14, and stuff. SirReith is very kawaii and manly. Today has been a pretty good day. I was going to get up at 7:15 since we start school at 9, but then I had to let the dog out, and once we came in it was so freaking cold that I had to go back to bed to get warmed up. Today is so cold, probably the coldest since we've moved. Anyway, I actually got up at 7:34, got dressed, and was in the schoolroom lounging on my computer by 7:50. Yeah. All I did was straighten my hair, put on some mascara, get dressed, grab a cup of mango nectar juice.. yeah it was fun. I'm beginning to get slight bags under my eyes, because I stay up to at least 1 every morning, watching anime on my kindle. Sometimes I push it to 2. I think the latest I've stayed up was 2:44.. and that day I was so grouchy, had a headache, and went to bed at 10. lol. That's my life. Right now I'm wearing leggings, jeans, and a long sleeved shirt. And socks. lol, I usually wear a t-shirt, jeans, and no socks. Just so ya know how cold it is out there. 

-le sigh-

Today is the day of the Black Veil Brides Concert. </3 I really want to see Andy sing In the End, live. It would be bliss....

Honestly.. I hope she has fun, she said she'd videotape it for me, and I've said that on this blog a thousand times, honestly. right now I'm listening to Avion Roe.. here listen to it, I like it a lot.

Is it strange that I find him sort of attractive? Hmm. Intriguing. I just realized that I had never put up pictures of my room either, when I promised to like 5 months ago. I took a few of my desk in my bedroom, but yeah. They're down in the basement (where my room is) and I'm all the way up here.. -sigh- Maybe later. On the upper hand, Fairy Tail was honestly, amazing.
-About 2 hours later-
My mom went on a huge tirade about the "System" we're having now, and about how we'd get payed for doing stuff we're already doing, and just crap. Honestly, most kids get "allowance" don't they? No. My mom says that we don't do allowance, we earn it. honey, I have over a years worth of money on you then. -.- Here it is..

• Make Bed - straighten room
• Dressed, hair, teeth
• Attitude (This one irks me the most, my mom says that she is going to be the judge of this one, it just annoys me.)
• Morning Dishes
• School work
• Practice (My sister doesn't have anything yet, but my mom insists that I do cello. What if I don't want to play?! What does my sister have to do?! NOTHING. My mom is talking about cello lessons/signing me up now. If I try and protest, she'll take it as being a brat, or snotty, so I can't do anything.)
• Worship (Reading scriptures etc)
• Zone (A "nice" (annoying and not so sensible) way to say chores.)
• Read 30 minutes. (I love reading, but ugh.)

That's it, but honestly, I hate it when people tell me what to do! IT's lunch time now, and my mom says I can't play Zelda (not even during lunch) until I do science with dad, and knowing him, it'll take all the way 'till 5:30! So much for that. Idiots. 
If I seem annoying, it's probably because I'm ornery and on my period. -.-

:I

Notice how I'm too lazy to think of titles for my posts, so I usually end up putting in random, and totally useless faces? Right. Anyway, for today, I will be finding my camera, and I will try to take pictures if I go anywhere, but I doubt I will. Maybe if we go to the store.. hmm... anyway. I think I know where it is. Anyway, I found my nano ipod! Yeah, exciting, especially since I thought I might have washed it or killed it, since I hadn't seen it for so long! It didn't turn on, and I was freaking out, then I plugged it into my laptop - Problem solved. lol. The problem with my ipod is, I only have like 6 songs, not including my sisters songs. She listens to stuff like China Anne Mclaine and the theme song from the mermaid tv show, H20. I would so fill my ipod with BVB, MCR, and BOTDF, but my mom went on a huge rant, about how Satan uses music to influence us, and etc. Well sure, I stay away from the more innapropriate songs! I don't listen to Love isn't always fair, I just listen to the good ones. >.< No need to have a bee in your bonnet. I guess I'll just put songs on like Drop in the Ocean, and Hymn for the Missing, Let it burn, etc. Those are all great songs too. Listening to Joel Faviere.

His voice shows real emotion, I love it. <3 I've also been listening to MCR (My Chemical Romance) a lot recently, and for some reason I don't mind Gerards voice as much (funnily enough he has the same name as one of my favorite anime characters..)

Gerard Way

Gerard Fernandes

Hmm.. -staring intently at 2 pictures above- they do look kind of similar-JK NO. Anyway, I'm listening to Black Parade by MCR.

Anyway... XD

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Seriously, my emotions have been so idiotic, I wish I was an emotionless robot. I just feel so... blah. I'm wondering if I might possibly have Manic Disorder, but I just... don't know. I'm thinking that my parents might notice if something really off was going on about me... My brother-in-law asked if I was anorexic the other day because I didn't have breakfast or lunch... and I had salad and half a piece of pizza. Honestly I'm not, but I'm trying to lose some weight without actually having to exercise. Besides, I just don't like pizza kay? I could never become anorexic, I just love food too much. I'm just so jealous of my friend, who is going to a BVB concert this week. She said she'd record it and give a copy to me, but honestly I don't know what I would do with it?! If my mom saw it, she'd totally flip, and say I couldn't listen to music anymore. She didn't judge BVB until she saw a picture of Andy's face, and not even him with make-up, just a picture of his face. -.- And I've ranted about this before, but honestly.. I just want to go to at least one concert before I die, okay? I have to go through a whole battlefield to get ANY 1D stuff! No bracelets, no shirts, no posters, no calenders.... Just their cd, and 2 small notebooks, and a Niall Horan doll (My 2 year old nephew calls it a man-doll..) and then an unofficial biography video. That's all the dedication I can show to them. I just really want parents who will accept me for me. I am an anime-loving, Screamo fangirl. I just can't be that person around them. I can show my love for 1D around them (By the way, happy 20'th late birthday Zayn!) but... just.. no.. 

Almost 700 Views.. XD

Warning: This will mostly consist of rants, you have totally been warned. My sisters surgery  went well, she's just in a little bit of pain right now. She's on Netflix trying out a Spider Man tv series. Personally it doesn't look that great to me, but maybe it's just because Spiderman isn't my favorite superhero. lol. I'm kind of depressed right now because my parents have been at the hospital for 3 days, they dumped me at my sisters with nothing to do. I car-sat, and kid-sat and stuff. Anyway... just they come home, and I understand that my sister is pain, and that she's just been in a lot of pain, but they totally ignore me, and ask what she wants. I say that I'm almost out of soda and my dad says "I'm not shopping for you tonight!" but... I just thought.. y'know since you were going shopping for my sister that.. maybe you could pick some soda up... It's like the only reason that they want me around is to let the dog out. I have let the dog out at least 50 times in the past 3 days, and no one else has. I have been fetching things for everyone, and just.. I... don't feel loved. I know that's incredibly selfish and stupid of me, I'm not the one in a whole bunch of pain. I want to be mad at my sister, but I just can't be. I'm just mad at my parents, for totally blowing me off like I don't even have feelings.. End of this rant...
Last night I tried to listen to some Ed Sheeran. I heard of him from nearly everyone on Quotev, they're all like "1D and Ed Sheeran! <3" so I'm just like "kk I don't know who the heck that is!" So I tried him, and he's actually pretty good, the way he sings is a very unique style. So yeah...

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Hey, I got my freaking haircut today! I'm so happy! I told her that I wanted it layered, and that the front of my hair should kind of frame my face, and it would sort of fall out if I put it in a ponytail, and then I kind of let her reign free. I couldn't tell her if I didn't like it or not, since my glasses were off, but I like it. It's parted on the left side, so that there is more hair on my right, and the right side's layers kind of make it fall out when I put it in a ponytail. the only thing that I didn't quite like was she took 3-4 inches of hair off. So it's like around shoulder, it used to be around my chest area... but whatever it looks good! ^o^ Listening to my Awesome Music Playlist right now, Your Guardian Angel by the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (by the way it's on my ipod..) is just ending. Anyway, the hair cutter was japanese, and she thought I was in my first year in College, since I was so tall. Umm lady no, I'm in Middle School. ;o Anyway she kept on telling me how pretty my hair was, but that I didn't take care of it. Sigh.. I have more important things to do then mess around with my hair. I want it out of the way most of the time. Cantarella is playing right now. She was a very outgoing person, she said she had a niece about a year older and that if I wanted to set up a play-date it'd be fine. Also she asked if I was into japanese cartoon, and my mom said I was. (She thinks just the style, she has no idea I have like 115 Fairy Tail videos on my FT playlist..) and so she told my mom there was a Japan Convention in the Harbor.. or something. I'm interested, but I highly doubt my mom will take me. Anyway I just showed my sister of the penguins in the post below (relationship with my sister) and she had a good laugh. She's sitting right next to me watching videos on the Gymnastics girls who competed in the London Olympics for America. Whatever, she has her interests and I have mine. I mostly watch AMV's... lol. Wearing my grey skinny jeans again. <3 Favorite pants even though this is only my 2nd time wearing them. Yesterday we went to go see the rise of the guardians, derp I admit jack frost was pretty attractive in my opinion. That is such a great movie, I would soooo own it. Then we went to the Cheesecake factory, I got a Chocolate Tuxedo cheesecake, my sister Oreo Dream, my dad got Red Velvet, and my mom got Coconut Cream. mine was so richhhh. -foamy mouth just about thinking of it- Christina Grimmie's liar liar is just ending. Anyway that's all I have to rant about for- WAIT! I FINISHED LEGEND OF KORRA YESTERDAY, AND ENOUGH OF SWORD ART ONLINE TO RANT ABOUT IT!

-ENTERING RANT MODE OF LEGEND OF KORRA: WARNING, SPOILERS-

All of these Noatak feels are just drowning me. I swear.. Not to mention the fact that Noatak was very attractive in his younger years... <3 Here is a video for people who don't mind spoilers, or don't plan to see it, or possibly have already seen season 1.

-SOB- Goodbye Amon/Noatak. Gotta go, we're going to the aquarium, no time to rant about Sword Art Online! BAIII!

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I'm so seriously bored I'm thinking of just going to sleep. Which I never do. I can't stand naps. Merp. Unless I have a headache. I don't take naps, even if I stay up till 2 in the morning (haha.. I didnt do that last night... -nervous laugh- and there is absolutely nothing to talk about. OH! Please, if any of you read this, pray for my sister. She's going into surgery on Thursday, and she's really scared. </3 My sister is annoying, and our relationship is kind of a love/hate one..

I swear if you hurt her I will kill you. -intimidating stare- So yeah if you guys could just keep her in your prayers, that would be much appreciated from my family.

(Just as a side note, I am the only one who is allowed to do that -insert picture here- to my sister. It probably gave you all a good laugh though right? :3)

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Merp, I swear that I'm going to strap my dad to a chair and throw it out a 2 story window. Nothing too harsh. Just letting out all of my pent up frustration on him. So I'm lying in bed with my kindle, watching Vocaloid stuff (I've been obsessed the past few days) and he yells "Girls time to get up, it's 11:00!!!" and it just ticks me off when he does that. I'm not an idiot, we have an alarm clock! Besides it's Saturday, gerph... and then he barges into the basement (no door) and that ticked me off. Usually you give a signal or a warning that you're coming down gosh, I could have been dressing (k not really) but still! The only thing that I'm happy about right now is that I've got some grey skinny jeans and I got some black vans yesterday. Wearing them with my green ninja shirt, and a jacket, feeling like a boss. Also, the new Fairy Tail episode should be out, if they didn't delay another week. It's Mirajane vs that Blue Pegasus girl, if I remember from the manga, it should be a little ecchi a lot of ecchi. Not the best episode, but I'm going to watch it lol. I was having a chat with a friend, and she said she was too young for the mature stuff and I told her, that by the time I figured out what "ecchi" meant, I was too sucked into the Fairy Tail universe for me to go back. Listening to hall of fame by the script and will.i.am, it's a real motivator. I want it for my ipod, but I'm not sure if they'll let me. My mom threatened to ban me from music when I showed her a picture of Andy Biersack. It wasn't even that bad, compared to what he looks like now (not that he looks bad now <3) honestly, it was just a picture from their Knives and Pens music video. 

Except for the fact that he was wearing white, and it only showed his face! -.- I'm never going to get to a concert. My friend has BVB tickets, and she's taking her younger sister and her MOM. ;-; lol. So jealous. Well we're more of acquaintances  My mom won't even let me have a 1D dog tag necklace. She did let me buy their new album and 2 mini notebooks, so that's good.. >.> Anyway my nephews are coming over soon, so I guess goodbye.. >.>

:)

Woke up at 5:30, stayed in bed on youtube, till 10:30. Last night I was laying in bed, and I watched this Vocaloid video, and I started bawling my eyes out. I could tell it was bad, because when I went to the bathroom to take off my mascara before I went to bed, and there were these black streaks just running down my face. It's a really good video though, and technically it had a happy ending. I'm giving you the link instead of the video, because it's better to see that way, and the english translation is in annotations. c':
Paper Plane [Len and Rin]
I was listening to IA Dear Loneliness, but now I'm listening to Duke Venomias madness. I swear that Gakupo has the greatest voice ever.. <3 Well...besides Niall Horans.. Anyway Duke Venomias Madness does have a PV, but it's kind of mature, so I suggest that you just listen to the music. XD Anyway, that's what I was doing all night and all this morning. Watching and listening to Vocaloid videos. I think that IA has the best voice and look ever. I am now going to give you the link to an IA PV video, it's the cutest Vocaloid video ever! 
IA - Imagination Forest [English Subs]
Aww heck, go look at my whole meager vocaloid playlist lol..
Go google it, the Gakupo X Megurine video is super cute.
I believe this is my whole Vocaloid Playlist. :3
Anyway.. :3

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I woke up at 10 am today. Ah being homeschooled has it's perks~
After that we went to my sisters house in my pajamas, and we played Just Dance 4. No one wanted to dance WMYB with me though, since my mom said it gets stuck in her head. After that we had lunch, came home and my mom read us history. I swear I was so close to falling asleep, I started to drool. She agreed to read it to us on our beds, so that we could snuggle under our blankets and be all cozy. <3 We also hung our hobbit posters! I personally like my sisters better, it's got the elves, and gandalf when they were discussing stuffs. Mine has gandalf, and the shire behind him. Whatever. >.> Anyway this post is short because I have to do my Math, and it's almost 5:00 (Disadvantage of being homeschooled: School, is home. lol.)

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Happy New Years Day! ^__^ It is now 2013, super excited for the new year!

I say, I must have made our neighbors quite angry, because we stayed up 'til Midnight, and banged pots and pans, screamed, and blew noise-makers when it was 12:00. I'm surprised they didn't call the cops. Let's just say this isn't the first time we're surprised they didn't call the cops. Anyway, I was playing a game, it's called Cafe Rouge, and I really enjoyed it! It's like Pacthesis Sim Dating games, if any others have played those. It was really fun, I spent all day yesterday playing it. My favorite guy to go with is probably Antoine. <3 Here's the link to the first part if you want to play (Pay attention to the code at end, as you will need it to start the next part of the game. Different codes for different stuff.) WARNING: This is about vampires. Not Twilight Vampires, but vampires. Also, each decision you make will affect you. It can also lead to your death. SPOILER: There is also some blood, and murder scenes. I don't want to spoil it for anyone, but I feel you need to know. Because I am not very good with violence, and, yeah. Anyway, here's the link:
http://www.mochimedia.com/games/play/cafe-rouge-1
The people who created this are also on DeviantArt, but you cannot play the actual game on Deviantart. So.. yeah. I actually haven't made any new years resolutions yet.. It's 3:20 pm. So I guess I'll make one now.. >.> 
.... -silence-
For New Years, I'm going to try and contain my temper, and be more patient/kinder with everyone. So.. -awkward- yeah.... that's it.

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Last night, while my parents were watching some old detective movie, I updated my My Candy Love Profile! See, I had this great little profile, then I deleted it to make it better, and got lazy and never did it.. so.. yesterday, I redid my entire profile! Aren't you proud of me? I've got Fairy Tail gif's random little quote things, and videos! ^__^ Here, you can check my profile here!
http://www.mycandylove.com/profil/ZeldaLawliet
Also, I found out Black Veil Brides has a new song out, called "In The End!" and I watched the Official Music Video, I have to say it's one of my favorites now!

 Warning: Some people may classify this as creepy, or weird. But I love it! <3
Anyway, my brother-in-law and sister are gone. So sad... I also noticed that my blog had like 40 views since I posted it on my Animal Jam Blog. >.> So that's good, it means I'm going to have to find my camera.. /).(\
 

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I should probably eat soon, it's 2:04 p.m... Blah. Nothing sounds good, I usually have a Hot 'N Spicy Instant Lunch, it only takes water and 3 minutes of waiting. But we are all out of that, and I'm also out of soda. ;3; My brother in law is eating Gnochi and watching how it's made... He's so judgmental really. I don't mean that to be whiny but honestly. I was talking about Louis from 1D and then Niall and said "Nialls 19 ^_^" he's like "You do realize it's illegal for a minor to date an adult..." and I'm like "Yes I'm sure I'll see him strolling down the street, I'll go up to him and say "Will you marry me?" he just said "That would be illegal as well." And when I told my sister some facts about Niall like, he doesn't like rabbits, his favorite color is green, etc, he said "Wow your a stalker. I almost put a restraining order on a woman who was following me" blah blah. Honestly. He said that 1D is creepy, and my mom had to make the helpful comment that only Niall could play an instrument. (in my knowledge) he's like "Oh yeah, that's also something that bugs me about todays music industry." seriously? You just seem to diss everything I like, I bet if you knew that I liked BOTDF and BVB, and read manga you'd go telling little stories about me to your family. Gosh, I liked my sisters ex better.. he was really nice.. but when he left on his 2 year mission, my sister didn't wait for him, and then we found out a while ago he got married. My sister showed up on his doorstep with a gift and he treated her coldly and said "Sorry the party is for family members only." so I'm not okay with that, but still... Scott was really nice. -END OF UNINTENTIONAL RANT- 
I went to go see the Hobbit today, it was really good, but my b-i-l (brother in law) pointed out how he thought the animation on the Goblin King and the Eagles were pushed too far, blah blah. Honestly. Just enjoy the movie, the first thing he did when we got out of the theatre was start a conversation about the flaws.. Grr, why am I getting so annoyed with him? I wasn't that annoyed with him until his very recent visit... >..>
AGAIN GOMENASAI FOR THE 2ND UNINTENTIONAL RANT~0
(I'm listening to He is We, love it, too lazy to post videos, try All about us)

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My parents and peeps are watching a sappy movie about a girl with her imaginary boyfriend, and a boy who falls in love with her and has to convice her to stop imagining. Corny? I know right. Which is why I'm in the kitchen writing on my blog. I can still see the tv though, so I'm kind of watching, though kind of not.
-ANIME RANT FOR FAIRY TAIL, POSSIBLE SPOILERS IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE MANGA-
 I just caught up to where I was on Fairy Tail, and for some reason I'm irked. When Natsu makes this speech about how they were participating in the Grand Magic Games for their friends, and not because they cared that they were rock bottom and the weakest guild in Fiore after the 7 year Tenroujima gap, It annoyed me how the crowd was like "That kind of touches me" and "Maybe I'll cheer on Fairy Tail.." because if they were really going to support Fairy Tail, they wouldn't have boo'ed them and laughed at them and mocked them when they came into Fiore, they wouldn't have laughed when Lucy lost due to Crona's team cheating (of course the crowd didn't know that, but it still was not necessary!) and when Mystogan lost due to Ultears and Meldys sensory link. They mocked them, called them names, and now all of the sudden when they become a little bit "Moved" they want to cheer on Fairy Tail? They don't know what they wen through when they were the top guild, they don't know that they've seen Zeref, the darkest evilest (hottest) mage ever, they haven't seen Fairy Tail's courage against Grimoire Heart and Acnologia! It just angers me! Personally I can't wait until Laxus faces Raven Tail, Raven Tail's dirty play comes into view, and they're disqualified.. Because maybe then, the crowd will see that Raven Tail had been using dirty tactics the whole time!
-END OF RANT, GOMENASAI FOR THE ANNOYINGNESS-

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I haven't been able to update because my computer died. So, sorry. Not that anyone reads this, but sorry anyway! Anyway Merry Late Christmas! I got some epic stuff for Christmas, including a new laptop! lol. Happy Late Birthday to Louis Tomlinson from One Direction, he became 21 on December 24th! I was really lucky to be able to spend the holiday with most of my family! The only one that was missing was my 22 year old brother Mat! But he's on his mission and we aren't allowed to see him. But his 2 year serving period is almost over, he'll be coming back on February 1st, 9 days before my birthday! (That means I can make him get me a present c;) On the other hand, I have a really bad sore throat. I woke up with it on Christmas Eve Morning (<-- that sounded funny) and so I had it throughout Christmas. My dad made me gargle with Listerine.. (I swear that stuff is the devil mouthwash) and it kind of went away, but I only did it once, really well. The other 2 times.. lol not so much. So it's kind of coming back. XD I'm kind of bummed since I just wrote my last post (I think) on my Animal Jam Blog.. </3 but whatever, I was never on Animal Jam anymore, I've found a whole bunch of other sites that I love and think are much better. Such as Transformice, My Candy Love, Quotev, We Heart It, and such.
-WARNING: YOU WILL BE SEEING RANT MODE NOW-
My brother in law is such a hypocrite lol. We were playing Signs the other night, and he kept on accusing me of not saving people and purposely leaving them hanging to get them caught. If you don't know the game signs, here's how it works: One person get's in the middle, and everyone has a little sign they have. The person in the middle tries to catch someone who has the -sign- but they keep on passing it to other people by making their sign, then doing someone elses sign. If the person who got the sign passes it on to someone else, it means they had accepted it. But if they don't, then you have to try and find someone else to take the sign without getting caught by the person in the middle (sorry for crappy description) anyway it's just because I didn't see anyone signal me! >.< He on the other hand was purposely leaving people hanging. Every single time my mom was in the middle, it was because my brother-in-law had left her hanging purposely. -.- Grah! All he ever talks about is guns... he leaves all of the care of the 11 month year old baby to my sister, his wife, and he said that he didn't notice I was gone one time, because I'm either on the wii, or hibernating in my room, which is so not true. I'm usually watching anime or reading manga in my room on my kindle fire. And that's only because my laptop had been dead! But he's not one to talk, because when he's not on his computer he's on the tv for wii or movies. Grr.
-END OF CURRENT RANT-
I love Christmas! I got lots of stuff. This year I bought everyone a gift with my own money. I noticed that I was even more excited to give others presents, then getting my own. It's much more meaningful when YOU put the effort into the gift. I gave my sister (she's 2 years older then me, and I'm 12. XD) a Pixie Hollow Soundtrack CD, she loved it. She loves fashion, glitter, and apparently Tinker Bell. Lol. She kept on hinting that I would love her present, and that it would make up for last years Christmas (She forgot to get me a present, and my brother Mat had to give her a charm to give to me.) and so I became really excited. On Christmas we divide the presents into piles according to reindeer name (I was Blitzen this year) and then we go around opening one present, youngest to oldest, then repeat the cycle. My sisters was the first thing I opened, turned out it was a Niall Horan Doll. lol I remember throwing my arms around her. XD He is currently on my writing desk in my room, right next to the Unofficial 1D Biography Video. I also got: A Bamboo tablet so I could draw on my laptop, some mascara and eyeshadow, a sorting hat, a journal with spells that my parents had hand-pasted in, including a pen that looked like a wand, Harry Potter Scene it, Star Wars: The force unleashed wii game (For some reason it really reminded me of Assassins Creed. I don't even know why.) Manga drawing pens (My mom thinks I just like the way the style looks, she has no idea that I actually read manga) and a manga drawing book, a few doodle journals and a book on how to write cool letters. I also got Skullcandy earbuds and headphones. Lots of other stuff too, my sister and I had the most presents by far (made me feel guilty lol) Anyway, now that I have a new laptop, my plan is to: Play Transformice, Watch Fairy Tail, and Blog to my hearts content. Of course, since my family is here, I will be spending time with them as well. I got a Hobbit poster for Christmas, my mom says we'll be going to see it this week, and that I will love it. Hmm. The book was good, but definitely not my favorite. Gotta eat lunch now! :D

:D

My laptop is a piece of crap. Right now I'm using my sisters laptop. The other day I was about to show my dad the music video of "Live While We're Young" by One Direction, but then my screen went all dark, like a black youtube screen... I don't know how to describe it, it wasn't dark like turned off, but when I tried to do anything, nothing worked, so finally I just pushed the off button. -.-' And now on random times it glitches out and I have to restart it. My sister is so nice for letting me use her laptop. c: Anyway, I found some stuff that I want to post..

You can't see the words, so just click the text and it'll be bigger so you can read it. c:
That explains my love for One Direction. It's just.. c: Taylor Swift's album kind of dissapointed me, I was expecting.. Taylor. It reminded me of Katy Perry. Just not Taylor. And the swearing.. I was just like "O_O" and I couldn't show any of the songs to my parents. But anyway, the other one is more of a funny thing, though it's definitely true. I've had some hardships in my life.. D: but everyone does! :D

Anyway, I'm going to try and post more often, I found my camera, everything is good. And also, just to scare you a little bit:

I have these things in my room (a.k.a the basement) but I hate killing things, so I usually end up haunting the rest of my life by saving them. I've actually had one on my foot once. I walked into the laundry room (also in basement) and thought "Oh, I don't think there are any spider crickets in here today, and all of the sudden, this brown thing whizzed past me and I felt something on my foot. I started jumping up and down like a retarded monkey and ran out of the room. 

ONE DIRECTION~

-FANGIRL SCREAM- I mean. Calm... >.>
One Direction has released their newest Album "Take me home" and I'm listening to it right now! So... asdfghjkl;. Also I think that One Direction is supposed to be in NYC today, (the 13th) and I'm just like "Wait a minute.. I'm 4 hours away? Psh get in the car peeps, we've got to get to New York and camp out for 1D." but alas they're not letting me, and I'm not old enough to go on my own. It's driving me crazy insane. I can't show my dedication to them. </3 I've got 2 songs by them on my ipod (lol our mom has to be with us on itunes, and she hates the whole itunes thing, so we hardly ever buy new songs) and I have a One Direction Movie (unnoficial documentary) which resides on my desk, for everyone to see. My mom says "We do not have boys on our walls." She also says "I saw them on a magazine, and their countenance wasn't good, and they looked very worldly." Like what the freaking heck? She said she might abide a calender though, which I don't get, because I'd still superglue it to my wall, and instead of 1 picture, it'd be 12. lol. Whatever. My mom says we don't buy any 1D merchandise. Quite frankly, I'm too scared to admit I listen to screamo (Black Veil Brides) to my parents. >.> Anyway.. If you are interested in listening to their new album, here!