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Haha do you like my title post? I got it from youtube, from SirReith5, who is the uploader for my favorite Yaoi anime, Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi. Even though I'm only on episode 14, and stuff. SirReith is very kawaii and manly. Today has been a pretty good day. I was going to get up at 7:15 since we start school at 9, but then I had to let the dog out, and once we came in it was so freaking cold that I had to go back to bed to get warmed up. Today is so cold, probably the coldest since we've moved. Anyway, I actually got up at 7:34, got dressed, and was in the schoolroom lounging on my computer by 7:50. Yeah. All I did was straighten my hair, put on some mascara, get dressed, grab a cup of mango nectar juice.. yeah it was fun. I'm beginning to get slight bags under my eyes, because I stay up to at least 1 every morning, watching anime on my kindle. Sometimes I push it to 2. I think the latest I've stayed up was 2:44.. and that day I was so grouchy, had a headache, and went to bed at 10. lol. That's my life. Right now I'm wearing leggings, jeans, and a long sleeved shirt. And socks. lol, I usually wear a t-shirt, jeans, and no socks. Just so ya know how cold it is out there. 

-le sigh-

Today is the day of the Black Veil Brides Concert. </3 I really want to see Andy sing In the End, live. It would be bliss....

Honestly.. I hope she has fun, she said she'd videotape it for me, and I've said that on this blog a thousand times, honestly. right now I'm listening to Avion Roe.. here listen to it, I like it a lot.

Is it strange that I find him sort of attractive? Hmm. Intriguing. I just realized that I had never put up pictures of my room either, when I promised to like 5 months ago. I took a few of my desk in my bedroom, but yeah. They're down in the basement (where my room is) and I'm all the way up here.. -sigh- Maybe later. On the upper hand, Fairy Tail was honestly, amazing.
-About 2 hours later-
My mom went on a huge tirade about the "System" we're having now, and about how we'd get payed for doing stuff we're already doing, and just crap. Honestly, most kids get "allowance" don't they? No. My mom says that we don't do allowance, we earn it. honey, I have over a years worth of money on you then. -.- Here it is..

• Make Bed - straighten room
• Dressed, hair, teeth
• Attitude (This one irks me the most, my mom says that she is going to be the judge of this one, it just annoys me.)
• Morning Dishes
• School work
• Practice (My sister doesn't have anything yet, but my mom insists that I do cello. What if I don't want to play?! What does my sister have to do?! NOTHING. My mom is talking about cello lessons/signing me up now. If I try and protest, she'll take it as being a brat, or snotty, so I can't do anything.)
• Worship (Reading scriptures etc)
• Zone (A "nice" (annoying and not so sensible) way to say chores.)
• Read 30 minutes. (I love reading, but ugh.)

That's it, but honestly, I hate it when people tell me what to do! IT's lunch time now, and my mom says I can't play Zelda (not even during lunch) until I do science with dad, and knowing him, it'll take all the way 'till 5:30! So much for that. Idiots. 
If I seem annoying, it's probably because I'm ornery and on my period. -.-

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Notice how I'm too lazy to think of titles for my posts, so I usually end up putting in random, and totally useless faces? Right. Anyway, for today, I will be finding my camera, and I will try to take pictures if I go anywhere, but I doubt I will. Maybe if we go to the store.. hmm... anyway. I think I know where it is. Anyway, I found my nano ipod! Yeah, exciting, especially since I thought I might have washed it or killed it, since I hadn't seen it for so long! It didn't turn on, and I was freaking out, then I plugged it into my laptop - Problem solved. lol. The problem with my ipod is, I only have like 6 songs, not including my sisters songs. She listens to stuff like China Anne Mclaine and the theme song from the mermaid tv show, H20. I would so fill my ipod with BVB, MCR, and BOTDF, but my mom went on a huge rant, about how Satan uses music to influence us, and etc. Well sure, I stay away from the more innapropriate songs! I don't listen to Love isn't always fair, I just listen to the good ones. >.< No need to have a bee in your bonnet. I guess I'll just put songs on like Drop in the Ocean, and Hymn for the Missing, Let it burn, etc. Those are all great songs too. Listening to Joel Faviere.

His voice shows real emotion, I love it. <3 I've also been listening to MCR (My Chemical Romance) a lot recently, and for some reason I don't mind Gerards voice as much (funnily enough he has the same name as one of my favorite anime characters..)

Gerard Way

Gerard Fernandes

Hmm.. -staring intently at 2 pictures above- they do look kind of similar-JK NO. Anyway, I'm listening to Black Parade by MCR.

Anyway... XD

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Seriously, my emotions have been so idiotic, I wish I was an emotionless robot. I just feel so... blah. I'm wondering if I might possibly have Manic Disorder, but I just... don't know. I'm thinking that my parents might notice if something really off was going on about me... My brother-in-law asked if I was anorexic the other day because I didn't have breakfast or lunch... and I had salad and half a piece of pizza. Honestly I'm not, but I'm trying to lose some weight without actually having to exercise. Besides, I just don't like pizza kay? I could never become anorexic, I just love food too much. I'm just so jealous of my friend, who is going to a BVB concert this week. She said she'd record it and give a copy to me, but honestly I don't know what I would do with it?! If my mom saw it, she'd totally flip, and say I couldn't listen to music anymore. She didn't judge BVB until she saw a picture of Andy's face, and not even him with make-up, just a picture of his face. -.- And I've ranted about this before, but honestly.. I just want to go to at least one concert before I die, okay? I have to go through a whole battlefield to get ANY 1D stuff! No bracelets, no shirts, no posters, no calenders.... Just their cd, and 2 small notebooks, and a Niall Horan doll (My 2 year old nephew calls it a man-doll..) and then an unofficial biography video. That's all the dedication I can show to them. I just really want parents who will accept me for me. I am an anime-loving, Screamo fangirl. I just can't be that person around them. I can show my love for 1D around them (By the way, happy 20'th late birthday Zayn!) but... just.. no.. 

Almost 700 Views.. XD

Warning: This will mostly consist of rants, you have totally been warned. My sisters surgery  went well, she's just in a little bit of pain right now. She's on Netflix trying out a Spider Man tv series. Personally it doesn't look that great to me, but maybe it's just because Spiderman isn't my favorite superhero. lol. I'm kind of depressed right now because my parents have been at the hospital for 3 days, they dumped me at my sisters with nothing to do. I car-sat, and kid-sat and stuff. Anyway... just they come home, and I understand that my sister is pain, and that she's just been in a lot of pain, but they totally ignore me, and ask what she wants. I say that I'm almost out of soda and my dad says "I'm not shopping for you tonight!" but... I just thought.. y'know since you were going shopping for my sister that.. maybe you could pick some soda up... It's like the only reason that they want me around is to let the dog out. I have let the dog out at least 50 times in the past 3 days, and no one else has. I have been fetching things for everyone, and just.. I... don't feel loved. I know that's incredibly selfish and stupid of me, I'm not the one in a whole bunch of pain. I want to be mad at my sister, but I just can't be. I'm just mad at my parents, for totally blowing me off like I don't even have feelings.. End of this rant...
Last night I tried to listen to some Ed Sheeran. I heard of him from nearly everyone on Quotev, they're all like "1D and Ed Sheeran! <3" so I'm just like "kk I don't know who the heck that is!" So I tried him, and he's actually pretty good, the way he sings is a very unique style. So yeah...

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Hey, I got my freaking haircut today! I'm so happy! I told her that I wanted it layered, and that the front of my hair should kind of frame my face, and it would sort of fall out if I put it in a ponytail, and then I kind of let her reign free. I couldn't tell her if I didn't like it or not, since my glasses were off, but I like it. It's parted on the left side, so that there is more hair on my right, and the right side's layers kind of make it fall out when I put it in a ponytail. the only thing that I didn't quite like was she took 3-4 inches of hair off. So it's like around shoulder, it used to be around my chest area... but whatever it looks good! ^o^ Listening to my Awesome Music Playlist right now, Your Guardian Angel by the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (by the way it's on my ipod..) is just ending. Anyway, the hair cutter was japanese, and she thought I was in my first year in College, since I was so tall. Umm lady no, I'm in Middle School. ;o Anyway she kept on telling me how pretty my hair was, but that I didn't take care of it. Sigh.. I have more important things to do then mess around with my hair. I want it out of the way most of the time. Cantarella is playing right now. She was a very outgoing person, she said she had a niece about a year older and that if I wanted to set up a play-date it'd be fine. Also she asked if I was into japanese cartoon, and my mom said I was. (She thinks just the style, she has no idea I have like 115 Fairy Tail videos on my FT playlist..) and so she told my mom there was a Japan Convention in the Harbor.. or something. I'm interested, but I highly doubt my mom will take me. Anyway I just showed my sister of the penguins in the post below (relationship with my sister) and she had a good laugh. She's sitting right next to me watching videos on the Gymnastics girls who competed in the London Olympics for America. Whatever, she has her interests and I have mine. I mostly watch AMV's... lol. Wearing my grey skinny jeans again. <3 Favorite pants even though this is only my 2nd time wearing them. Yesterday we went to go see the rise of the guardians, derp I admit jack frost was pretty attractive in my opinion. That is such a great movie, I would soooo own it. Then we went to the Cheesecake factory, I got a Chocolate Tuxedo cheesecake, my sister Oreo Dream, my dad got Red Velvet, and my mom got Coconut Cream. mine was so richhhh. -foamy mouth just about thinking of it- Christina Grimmie's liar liar is just ending. Anyway that's all I have to rant about for- WAIT! I FINISHED LEGEND OF KORRA YESTERDAY, AND ENOUGH OF SWORD ART ONLINE TO RANT ABOUT IT!

-ENTERING RANT MODE OF LEGEND OF KORRA: WARNING, SPOILERS-

All of these Noatak feels are just drowning me. I swear.. Not to mention the fact that Noatak was very attractive in his younger years... <3 Here is a video for people who don't mind spoilers, or don't plan to see it, or possibly have already seen season 1.

-SOB- Goodbye Amon/Noatak. Gotta go, we're going to the aquarium, no time to rant about Sword Art Online! BAIII!

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I'm so seriously bored I'm thinking of just going to sleep. Which I never do. I can't stand naps. Merp. Unless I have a headache. I don't take naps, even if I stay up till 2 in the morning (haha.. I didnt do that last night... -nervous laugh- and there is absolutely nothing to talk about. OH! Please, if any of you read this, pray for my sister. She's going into surgery on Thursday, and she's really scared. </3 My sister is annoying, and our relationship is kind of a love/hate one..

I swear if you hurt her I will kill you. -intimidating stare- So yeah if you guys could just keep her in your prayers, that would be much appreciated from my family.

(Just as a side note, I am the only one who is allowed to do that -insert picture here- to my sister. It probably gave you all a good laugh though right? :3)

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Merp, I swear that I'm going to strap my dad to a chair and throw it out a 2 story window. Nothing too harsh. Just letting out all of my pent up frustration on him. So I'm lying in bed with my kindle, watching Vocaloid stuff (I've been obsessed the past few days) and he yells "Girls time to get up, it's 11:00!!!" and it just ticks me off when he does that. I'm not an idiot, we have an alarm clock! Besides it's Saturday, gerph... and then he barges into the basement (no door) and that ticked me off. Usually you give a signal or a warning that you're coming down gosh, I could have been dressing (k not really) but still! The only thing that I'm happy about right now is that I've got some grey skinny jeans and I got some black vans yesterday. Wearing them with my green ninja shirt, and a jacket, feeling like a boss. Also, the new Fairy Tail episode should be out, if they didn't delay another week. It's Mirajane vs that Blue Pegasus girl, if I remember from the manga, it should be a little ecchi a lot of ecchi. Not the best episode, but I'm going to watch it lol. I was having a chat with a friend, and she said she was too young for the mature stuff and I told her, that by the time I figured out what "ecchi" meant, I was too sucked into the Fairy Tail universe for me to go back. Listening to hall of fame by the script and will.i.am, it's a real motivator. I want it for my ipod, but I'm not sure if they'll let me. My mom threatened to ban me from music when I showed her a picture of Andy Biersack. It wasn't even that bad, compared to what he looks like now (not that he looks bad now <3) honestly, it was just a picture from their Knives and Pens music video. 

Except for the fact that he was wearing white, and it only showed his face! -.- I'm never going to get to a concert. My friend has BVB tickets, and she's taking her younger sister and her MOM. ;-; lol. So jealous. Well we're more of acquaintances  My mom won't even let me have a 1D dog tag necklace. She did let me buy their new album and 2 mini notebooks, so that's good.. >.> Anyway my nephews are coming over soon, so I guess goodbye.. >.>

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Woke up at 5:30, stayed in bed on youtube, till 10:30. Last night I was laying in bed, and I watched this Vocaloid video, and I started bawling my eyes out. I could tell it was bad, because when I went to the bathroom to take off my mascara before I went to bed, and there were these black streaks just running down my face. It's a really good video though, and technically it had a happy ending. I'm giving you the link instead of the video, because it's better to see that way, and the english translation is in annotations. c':
Paper Plane [Len and Rin]
I was listening to IA Dear Loneliness, but now I'm listening to Duke Venomias madness. I swear that Gakupo has the greatest voice ever.. <3 Well...besides Niall Horans.. Anyway Duke Venomias Madness does have a PV, but it's kind of mature, so I suggest that you just listen to the music. XD Anyway, that's what I was doing all night and all this morning. Watching and listening to Vocaloid videos. I think that IA has the best voice and look ever. I am now going to give you the link to an IA PV video, it's the cutest Vocaloid video ever! 
IA - Imagination Forest [English Subs]
Aww heck, go look at my whole meager vocaloid playlist lol..
Go google it, the Gakupo X Megurine video is super cute.
I believe this is my whole Vocaloid Playlist. :3
Anyway.. :3

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I woke up at 10 am today. Ah being homeschooled has it's perks~
After that we went to my sisters house in my pajamas, and we played Just Dance 4. No one wanted to dance WMYB with me though, since my mom said it gets stuck in her head. After that we had lunch, came home and my mom read us history. I swear I was so close to falling asleep, I started to drool. She agreed to read it to us on our beds, so that we could snuggle under our blankets and be all cozy. <3 We also hung our hobbit posters! I personally like my sisters better, it's got the elves, and gandalf when they were discussing stuffs. Mine has gandalf, and the shire behind him. Whatever. >.> Anyway this post is short because I have to do my Math, and it's almost 5:00 (Disadvantage of being homeschooled: School, is home. lol.)

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Happy New Years Day! ^__^ It is now 2013, super excited for the new year!

I say, I must have made our neighbors quite angry, because we stayed up 'til Midnight, and banged pots and pans, screamed, and blew noise-makers when it was 12:00. I'm surprised they didn't call the cops. Let's just say this isn't the first time we're surprised they didn't call the cops. Anyway, I was playing a game, it's called Cafe Rouge, and I really enjoyed it! It's like Pacthesis Sim Dating games, if any others have played those. It was really fun, I spent all day yesterday playing it. My favorite guy to go with is probably Antoine. <3 Here's the link to the first part if you want to play (Pay attention to the code at end, as you will need it to start the next part of the game. Different codes for different stuff.) WARNING: This is about vampires. Not Twilight Vampires, but vampires. Also, each decision you make will affect you. It can also lead to your death. SPOILER: There is also some blood, and murder scenes. I don't want to spoil it for anyone, but I feel you need to know. Because I am not very good with violence, and, yeah. Anyway, here's the link:
http://www.mochimedia.com/games/play/cafe-rouge-1
The people who created this are also on DeviantArt, but you cannot play the actual game on Deviantart. So.. yeah. I actually haven't made any new years resolutions yet.. It's 3:20 pm. So I guess I'll make one now.. >.> 
.... -silence-
For New Years, I'm going to try and contain my temper, and be more patient/kinder with everyone. So.. -awkward- yeah.... that's it.